I thought my Literature would be great  today, but I'm so wrong. Today has been my performance for a drama, its our midterm so I have to do my best, at first everything was going smoothly but when we went to the second scene, my groupmates started to forget their lines. it was a disaster, a real disaster.

When my teacher announced who was the best, our group only got 3rd. At first, I was just fine by it, but when it started to sink in, I got so so sad and angry. When my teacher got out of the room, she consoled me and told me that I did my best and she has seen the effort that I give, but the comfort was futile.

I want to be angry to them...my groupmates but I realized that it was my fault, I trusted them too much that they could do it, I know that it was going to be a disaster but I trusted them nonetheless...

I'm done with dramas and performances......

The second thing that made me sad is that Mr. Jerk didn't show up on my performance, he promised that he will watch but he's a no-show. I knew he wouldn't stay long, as my friend...all that he told me was just attempts to comfort me because he made me cry....I just knew it.

He said he wouldn't leave me like everybody else did but he still avoids me and don't talk to me...

He was just like everybody else...

I feel so alone...I guess I'll be alone for the rest of my life...